P.O.S. way of life.....L.I.E (loyalty is everything)
Monday, August 29, 2016
Tuesday, February 3, 2015
There is always a reason
no idea what's about to hit you next. But you shall see.... Another epic weekend with the family the crew I love the most. We do what we do and we are who we are. But together it just works. L.I.E it is truly a lifestyle.
Thursday, September 4, 2014
Amongst Greatness
Sunday, January 26, 2014
A Circle's Only Strength is the Links That Connect It.
...there are people who are in their circle just to feel like a part of something. Most times it is some kind of validation that they are looking for. Well I have learned first hand what it is to be a part of one; where you will not find validation, but you will find truth you won't find pity, but you will find support. Being a part of a circle is more then just being present. Its letting yourself be open, uncovered, and unselfish.I built a wall of protection based on the life I lead.That kept me from getting to close to a circle for to long. When I found myself in the world of Mr. L.I.E and the P.O.S. family. I found out how selfish I had become from that protection. I use to think it was the big dramatic things that could be the most damaging and hurtful. When really its the smaller details that can hurt and do the most damage.
It is easy to think about yourself in every situation that happens. How will any of it affect you whether it be good, bad, happy or sad. Our first reaction is to think about ourselves and what we want and how we are going to end up on the other side. When I began to get close to this family I thought I was opening up to them. What I didn't realize was how thick and how tall my wall of protection had become. In every situation especially my personal fuck ups I over looked others feelings, how they may have been hurt, and the disappointment. Only thinking about my own shame, self pity, and foolishness. Upset about what I lost or what I wanted to happen. It took this special group of people to really show me what I was to blind to see.
As my experience continues with the P.O.S. family so does my appreciation and love for them. I don't need validation. I know who I am, but I always need the truth. I don't need the pity party. I am feeling great about myself and I keep that in check. But I love my support.
With out breaking down that wall I wouldn't have understood the value in being compassionate and understanding beyond my own personal views. That's the kind of circle I have. As we learn individually we grow together. As we each shine in our own life's we encourage each other to shine theirs.
A circle's only strength is the links that connect it....
This is Chappell Love and im Out.
Sunday, November 17, 2013
... behind the.L.I.E
There has been some real times in my experience with L.I.E .... but me personally the biggest thing I got from it was that no matter what we don't give up. I never been one to give up but today I know what it is to never want to give up on what you see for others. Loyalty Is not just a gesture, a phone call, or even a deep hearted conversation. It's standing up for those when they aren't around, wanting the best always, trusting, and listen. Being willing to learn grow and teach The loyalty goes beyond day to day. It's a unspoken bound, it's understanding, it's a sacrifice. Without losing yourself you think of others and what's best even when they don't see what's best for themselves. Thank you L.I.E for teaching Me.
Tuesday, October 29, 2013
Wednesday, October 2, 2013
Times to remember
There are moments in time that you will always remember, there are times you wont forget. There are moments you stop and take in, those are the moments you take with you. The moments you loved, learned, laughed, even cried are the moments you live to experience, they show you what really matter. The ones that make you happy and better. I live for those moments. With the P.O.S. family I love those moments. They are the moments i get to take wit me everyday. And cant wait for greater moments in time.
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